
They travel, they migrate, they leave places to live in other places, searching for homes, searching for those they love. Love is never independent of any host to hold it. It also requires a place to be anchored, an ‘aadhar’ as they say. Just like the ghosts needing a host to live, to dream, and to meander through the leaves of trees on this route from birth to death. He went there with an interest quite reverse to the proposition. It was the dream that led him to a newer, a bluer sky with a minimum grey, shadowy curtains of the residues of the modern living. The endless sky, however, succumbed to the expections of ‘quality index’ thing, filled with enormous aluminium creatures with numerous identity marks on the skin, with noise and marking territories with the strechlines they make while moving from here to there. He sought a spot, he yearned for a spot, within the cosmic breathing of this unknown strange sky until he stumbled upon a sanctuary where the sunrays are peeping through a little more brightly.
Days passed, months passed, the breaths grew heavier; still he was not visibilised, the sunrays actively rejected him, refusing to let him be seen, be heard. The host needed him to prove that he was not caged, that he was not shackled, but how could he prove that he was not chained when the whole universe is a shackling cage? One can uncage oneself just to be submerged in other cages; one can only be free from one master to be mastered by others. He was in the sanctuary, and, in parallel, he was in the other eutopia where freedom finds its meaning, truth finds its absolutism, and soul finds its host. Yet he constantly found himself on the palms of ornithomancers, running from here to there along with the ancient sticks of the augurs, who were incessantly using him to divine the fortunes. He was torn apart between the omens; he was tormented, he was very close to giving up the last bits of hope he had. His only hope, his only pathway to break free from the agony was the sunlight – for only sunlight could save him from being dissolved into oblivion.

All of a sudden, the wind stirs, the contrails fade, the sky softens like a tender canvas with a little bouquet of clouds. ‘Little’! That should not be the proper description of the immensely enlightening thing as this clouds. Clouds, since early childhood, have been fountains of joy for him. Staring at the sky and imagining physical shapes out of these white and grey particles have always been pleasant small pastimes. From predators to prey, from food to shelter, everything could be physically replicated by these wool-like clouds. But, who? Who is this unknown piece of cloud? Where is it coming from with so much of a power to pull attractions towards itself? It cannot be equated to any other piece of cloud one has ever seen or heard of. It is a flower, a river, a bird. With the distinctness in its ways to move around the sky, the sparks in its luminous colours, the spellbinding music it makes when colliding with other usual cloud, and the soulful tears that it sheds in the forms of the rains… Oh dear Lord! It felt like the sunrays; it felt like archipelago of hopes.
Nothing could stop him from falling for this hope and its magnetic pull. He progressed with all of himself to touch and hold the soul of the stranger – a stranger; yet one who seemed known for decades. He violently endeavoured to caress the most precious and guarded form of that incarnation of hope. He, so zealously, strove to manifest the rhythms of his being, the reasons for his totality, the cherished, insignificant parts that summed up his whole self. Then there was this flying: up above the centuries-old trees, up above the mountains, up-above the rainbows – he did not stop. His heart beat faster and faster, his wings bled more and more, his eyes went blurrier and blurrier, but he kept on going, as if it were a divine call, as if his whole life would be suspended if he ever stopped…
No. No. No. It could not be. It could not be a lie at this crucial point. It could not be a dream. It could not be a cruel mirage. It had been there. Just there. Where is it, now? He kept asking again and again to himself. But, who would remind him that clouds are always shifting? They are never meant to fasten at a single point of the heaven, they are real yet entirely unreachable; they are agonizingly near, yet so infinitely far; they are truth and yet nothing more than a passing imagination…

